Enough

For the past 5 weeks I have really been trying to maintain a positive attitude about my injury. I’ve really tried to see it as neither good nor bad. I don’t want to be the person who feels bad and says why me. The better way to see it is why not me.

Right now in this moment I am tired of trying to see the best of things. I am tired of trying to make myself feel better by saying things like at least my knee will be all healed up and thank goodness it isn’t summer time when I’d really want to be in the water.

I’ll just say it, this injury is a pain in the ass. And I am tired of it. I am ready for it to be done with and over.

I know I am lucky I have health insurance and a job where I don’t have to walk around and I get time to heal it, but it doesn’t change the fact that it SUCKS.

This is one of those moments where I’d love to be able to stand up and run away from my problem, then I remember I can’t run right now. Grrrrr……….